Have you felt it?

Lately it's been a Roller coaster ride for me.

At one point, when you thought everything and everyone is okay something will happen wrong and the saddest part is that when you look back, no one sees you. :(

I know my friends come to me to get positive vibes coz they said I have that aura and they said lagi akong POSITIBO.... but now, i dunno, maybe my period is coming already or , maybe this is just a form of STRESS.

I know I can be or I am so in capacity to think of the unthinkable , yeah i am paranoid! (not proud of it though, but i made people angry and laugh over my paranoia at the same time sometimes..)

I am trying to be brave when inside it's like im giving up. You know what my problem is, I think of many things.. I think of finding ways to resolve things. And maybe thats the reason why the most important people in my life misunderstood me. I dont want to blame anyone, or point at them thats why i am feeling this way. I know they know I just CARED a LOT. and I thought thats what they would see. The years of obstacles were vanished with all the constant love and joy and everyhting seems perfect yet it still ended up crashing into pieces, left unappreciated and unloved.

i know i confuse you.. This is me.. Im just simple and complicated at times. and i bet you after a while youll see me smile again. Coz i maybe the drama queen but no and never will i be a quitter.!!

I will continue to love people who i think care no more4 for me and continue to do good things and continue to be me. JUST me. I am no perfect. I have a temper. and I will forever be GOd's child humbled of His blessings and still has the faith. STILL HOLDING ON!

So maybe ill talk to myself now, Jen, Just cry and do not complain for God sees what you do. God sees your heart .God is with you. and there are still a lot of people who cared and loved you. STOP thinking for now and relax. forgive yourself and forgive them in return. Please no one but God and everything will follow.

ADs I LIKE! (TNS Blogging)

B. What TV Commercials caught your eye recently? Tell us about it. (Describe briefly, what you liked about it, how it made you feel)

I wasn’t able to watch television in a week already coz I was in a vacation. Yesterday I watched the television and 3 commercials caught my attention.




1st Skyflakes Omega3 Achy Breaky TVC
I love this ad just because its really conveying literally what it wants to tell you. This TV ad used a man with a heart mascot that is always behind him meaning its keeping up with what he does. May it be jogging, crossing the busy street, gimik with friends, having a presentation and later on youll see that the heart got tired and stopped following the person and lie on the ground. At first I thought it was a Vitamin or supplement ad then it turned out it’s a Skyflakes Omega 3 cracker.



2nd VOICE 6 Senses TVC
The setting was in a classroom and on the board a topic is shown which are the 5 senses that we have. The person described the sense of sight, smell, touch, hearing, taste of the biscuit and when he tasted it he added “ABSENCE, WALA NG VOICE” because he ate it all up and his classmates begun to threw crumpled papers on his face it’s a funny advertisement.


3rd MILO ANNIE
This is about students whoa re playing volleyball. The team tossed the ball back to Anies team and the ball dropped inside. Anie’s honesty will be tested on how was she going to react knowing she was on the opponent team, then she murmured inside herself “Sabi ni mommy be honest all the time” then she told the girls INSIDE. This Advertisement is really teaching you that honesty is the best policy. And its good that they incorporate their product with this kind of values since their target market are the children.

My recent purchased products :) (TNS Blogging)

A. What products and promos did you try recently? This could be anything that you purchased– food, drinks, clothes, gadgets. Tell us all about it. What about them caught your eye?

I had my monthly purchased of groceries for myself last week. Hmmm… Coz I got some money from mama which is YEHEY for me, I immediately rushed to the Supermarket and purchased things again. I asked my best friend to come with me and as always they teased me of being so “kuripot”, which I totally disagree with coz you know im just a type of person who made sure that the worthiness of the product that ill buy is prioritized its also satisfying to know that that product is still affordable. Anyway, let me share some of my favorites and my newly purchased products.

FOOD:

Master Siomai – It’s a combination of pork and shrimp siomai which bf and I always crave for. We had that last night and he treated me naman with the gulaman drinkJ thanks yum.:)

KFC Krushers – Since you know April and May are the warmest months in our country ,well, yeah because of El Niño too, KFC krushers quenched the thirst of their customers like me, with a twist. Coz they have Yogurt shakes and its really refreshing and it has fruit bits too. I ordered the strawberry flavor… hmmmm its yummy I LOVE IT!

Teriyaki Boy – YES I love food! My brother and two cousins Lloyd and JayR went yesterday to pick up the printer we send for repair in S.M. North Edsa, and since it’s JayR’s vacation on Manila, we toured him on the mall and we treated him in one of our favorite restaurant. Teriyaki Boy cooks Japanese food and it’s a thumbs up for us. We let them taste the Udon teriyaki boy ramen with miso soup. And they just said it was goodJ I had the Philly cheese makki and a watermelon shake.

COKE – My only soda choice. My aunt always wants to have COKE in our dining table as always. And so I always argue with her that its good to have water than coke but it aint good for her haaaaay.

Supplement:

Conzace – It was advertised by Kuya Kim one of the hosts of Showtime in ABS – CBN. It caught my eye not because of the endorser heheheh :) but because of the minerals and vitamins it has .Conzace has Vitamin A,E and C. From the Articlei read on the internet last night, i just learned that this are very good and vital vitamins. And im also taking Fish oil Omega 3 which is good for the heart din.

CLOTHES:

3 FOR 100 Boxer shorts - YES! I love boxer shorts. I envy boys because they have that item .Coz the girls has those skimpy and uncomfortable type of boxers, well thats only an experience i had with skimpy boxers. But boxer shorts for men are super comfy. So I purchased them in Divisoria 2 days a go!

For me – Market market had their sale as their month ender and I got one pair of jeans in For me boutique. It’s a skinny jeans and I love how it fits me. They have big sizes their which fits my hefty figure.

TOILETRIES:

Clear Anti-dandruff shampoo (Pink) – I love the smell and how it cleans my hair. The color is very attractive since its pink and what’s best is it has a dandruff control.

Cream Silk Regenerate dandruff free control (violet) – I used to conditioner with the blue cream silk, and it felt like its so matapang for my hair. I dunno but that’s what I feel. So I tried this product and it is better. Its softens and relaxed my hair.

Johnson & Johnson’s Pure Essentials healthy fresh – My bf and I went on a trip to batangas and we fail to bring soap ayayay! So we stopped over a convenience store and there we bought this soap. I actually am into this kind of soap I don’t like those who have fruity smell or colors I find it weird, I dunno. My soap really is dove, Ivory (the one that floats), and maybe this one depending on the budget. I once tried the Skin white power whitening, I don’t find whitening effect maybe because im not observing it. So I might try it again. This is the only soap I tried that has color which is pink.

The sinking boat

1. As I ran through the questions, I have the feeling of measuring who are the people that really matters to me. But for real, if it happened, I would do the best I can to save everyone coz I believe God will never leave us especially during hard times. So I’ll answer it in a different manner. My characters would be mainly the important people of our society. The President, Doctor, Lawyer, fireman, Police man, Farmer, Army, Teacher, Athlete, Student, Mother, Father, Brother, Sister, an infant, Engineer, priest, Mailman, A shoe shiner, A celebrity. I would not be explaining why coz it would be more difficult coz I would not do it naman for real.
2. 1. Imagine that the world is again flooded, like in the days of Noah. If you only have one boat which can accommodate 20 people, who would you save? The President, Doctor, Lawyer, fireman, Police man, Farmer, Army, Teacher, Athlete, Student, Mother, Father, Brother, Sister, an infant, Engineer, priest, Mailman, A shoe shiner, A celebrity.
3. 2.What if, after setting sail, you found out that you calculated wrong: The boat can only accommodate 15 people: Who are the 5 people you would throw overboard?
4. The first five to be politely asked to swam and try to save themselves are the Athlete, Army, Lawyer, Police man, Fireman.
5. 3.Your boat got hit by a storm and was damaged. To survive, you have to throw another 10 people out. Who would they be?
6. The second ten to be politely asked to swam and try to save themselves are the Farmer, Brother, Sister, President, Teacher, Priest, student, Engineer, Mail man, Shoe shiner
7. 4.After the storm, your boat hit a large rock and was shattered to pieces. Now, you only have a plank to hold on to. The plank may float if only two people ride it. Who will you save?
8. The infant and the Mother are the people whom will I save.

My Mix and Matches of media

Media has played very important role in delivering and spreading news, entertainment and even connection from different corners of the world. I must say I can t go a day without using, listening, or watching coz it helped me in many ways that I know. The internet is an all in one entertainement for me. I can research and learn new information out of it with just one click away. I can download MP3’s, and download movies as well. I can watch funny slides in youtube and even informative tutorials from it. I use it everyday 5- 6 hours if im doing nothing and I can even go further if I have a game that I really love to play. *(Plants Vs. Zombies) I love facebooking, google is my home page. Y8.com for games. GMAIL and yahoo for email and chat.The television is also my favorite outlet of entertainment I love Eat bulaga, 24 oras and the showbiz Chikkas.My family and I mostly watch GMA shows . I watch ETC channel Gossip girl, How I met your mother, One tree Hill, Glee, Tyra, Inside Edition, Americas next top model the fashion show, everything in between. I listen to radios news and to papa jack of love radio sometimes.

Foreseeing my future / Time travel / This year I will

Despite everything else, I need to focus on my priorities and expectations for me and my family in the near future. Im not getting any younger anymore, so its good to plan, pray and work hard for it. Three years from now I wish that I am already married and I will be pregnant.  (im so praying for this)Well I wish to have 3 children or more. I also see myself married to my man Raymond and living a simple life with him. I see myself starting up a new business for wellness coz I realized I wanted to have a SPA of my own. 3 years from now, my family will be having a vacation in Bohol and I’ll be the one to treat everybody.

Hmmm what else, oh! I foresee to pay in full payment for the unit I just recently purchased and to have a School branch out and being successful with it. Wow! Its so free to dream and I love dreaming, which leads me to think how would I look like 5 years from now. Hmmmm since I wish to have a family already I would picture myself having 1 baby and pregnant on the second baby. My family and I is on the park, and we are having picnic. I finally got to have the laptop I dreamed of and Raymond has his boom box. Well be driving our own car and it just looks so stunning.

This year I am so excited to see myself loose weight so I can gain back the confidence I had before. Yeah and its really a commitment and discipline for me coz I gained a lot of weight, that somehow made my self esteem low and its good to be healthy. I am looking forward to find a tenant to rent on my unit so the income I recently invested on will earn me money to put in my bank again, coz the last time I checked my bank it made me feel im the poorest person on earth.  This year, im expecting for a good business year for our School, good health for my employees , my family , myself and a good healthy relationship with the parents, teachers and loved ones.

Chatting with Family and friends/ My Everyday life (TNS blogging)

It’s a good thing I also give time for myself to enjoy once in a while. Since my family and I are the board members and I still live with them. So of course we talk about the business as well. I still consider my self as a trainee coz I still have to learn many things from them. We catch up too on what’s happening with our lives and we argue as well and compromise and kiss and make up. Most of the time we foresee things of the business’ future, our family’s future like they’re all pushing me to marry and have kids already.  Nyay! I just smile and tell them “it will come”.

My friends are more of a chillax experience for me. Well, most of my real friends are from my High school years and we laugh about just anything. Of course we hang out too, sing in KTV’s, jogg together while talking in Highway Street, go shopping and malling. We talk about everything on what’s going on with our lives, our problems, our future plans and many more. So Im happy I have them because they balance my imbalanced life.

I realized yesterday that my life is always a routine of duties that’s why maybe I think sometimes my life is boring. So you know what I did I wrote everything I did in a day, so I would know what and where in my day can I change to make it different and not boring.

1. I woke up in the morning and clean myself. I woke up late coz I slept late too.

2. I sometimes ate my breakfast, because most of the time its brunch already.

3. I went to my office and check my secretary for the things I need to do that day.

4. I opened my desktop and checked on my facebook and saw updates of my friends. I sometimes chat with friends too.

5. School activities between 10-11 AM.

6. At 1-5PM. School Activities I would not write down everything coz its too many too mention.

7. I went home at 6 – 6:30 and I opened my facebook at home , emails and played some games. I ate early and waited for my Yum Ray.

8. I do joggings at night too. With my cousins and Raymond and our two kikays(our maids) I call them that coz they’re so kikay.

9. I talk with my family and make kulit my pamagkins and cuddle and kiss them

10. I watch ETC Shows 12 Pm and I sleep at around 2 am.

There! Was it boring?!! Yeah I know you would say yes. But that’s what I do everyday except if I have meeting to attend to, or if I have errands to run to, If I have to meet up with someone, I leave the office if im really not needed. Oh and I sometimes escape and just go out malling if im too lazy.:)

I learn that starting your day with a smile is the best way to start a good and positive day at work. Coz im always like so grumpy and easily irritated even on small things. And I try to change that and it was good to smile in the office most of the time. Good feedback from parents and students improvement in school are one of the things that keeps me happy in for a day. Hearing words of motivation and appreciation from my mama specially when im emo, it keeps my heart smiling.

Teachers issues, Parent complaints and students unbelievable behavior make my heart sad. Sometimes Adult issues that are petty makes me think am I managing kinder students. Its not possible not to be affected because you will feel it in the work place and im the one who will talk to them. I am the shock absorber. But I need to resolve the problem so everybody can move forward. There are also times when I argue with my brother because he did not returned my tooth paste. My mom yelled at me because I replied back at her things like these but of course we all make peace with each other and afterwards we make fun of it na lang.So you see I so need a time to get away from the very stressful life I have.